WHY?

Some of you may be wondering why I wrote and am re-blogging 'HARRY IN THE LOOKING GLASS.' One word sums it up. That word is INDIFFERENCE. I had become indifferent to the death, pain and suffering of others. Carl's death brought it home to me and I realised something was wrong. My work as a cop and binge drinking had hardened and de-humanised me to the point of callousness. I didn't care any more. I couldn't register emotion. I was losing my self respect.My head was screwed up with guilt and self-pity. Nobody should be this way.I decided to analyse why I had reached this point. It gave me the idea to explore the psychology by way of writing a who dunnit based on this true event, as a cathartic way to exorcise the demons.I think I'm a better person for it.   
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